Hey, i'm bored and i was just thinking the other day about the internet...

One thing i was thinking about was how ppl seem to always like me. i've even been told i have a great internet personality. i really don't understand why ppl like me so much even when they don't know me in rl. it's interesting because the ppl that know about my issue w/ my... "inspiration" always tell me that he doesn't deserve me and how he's being a jerk and it's his loss and stuff when pretty much none of you know me in rl... so, i'm just wondering, what makes me likable? just curious.... one of my friends told me it's cause i'm open and listen and because i'm a gamer and martial artist lol what do you guys thing? just wondering

so i found out i have hypertension in my eyes today... it's just high pressure. my mom recently found out she has high pressure too, but since i'm so young it's not supposed to be this high. the doc guy (who is awesome) decided to send me to another doc guy. I'll keep ya updated on stuff when that time comes. they said there is "treatment" but didn't say what... and that creeps me out haha oh well. right now i'm kinda apathetic about stuff.

I cleaned my room really well for the first time in a while today. my mom didn't ask me to do it either. i knew she would at some point soon though. i hate to say this, but i didn't clean it for her though. i cleaned it cause i felt it was getting gross. i'll clean stuff as long as she doesn't ask me... lol

Manassas... a light bulb hasn't gone on yet, but i'm thinkin' about it hard. hopefully i'll get a sudden idea that'll set me off... still hoping to have it finished by mid-June.

so, my newest pic.... i really really like it... and wanna share it... but he won't talk to me. -.- said hey and didn't get a reply then he signed off. ugh... i just hope he doesn't think it's creepy that even though we haven't talked in a while i drew a pic of him haha... *sigh* oh well... i'll talk to him eventually... i hope >.>

I have a lot on my mind right now... not really sure what most of it is either. I'm not really in the best mood atm. things seem to annoy me really easily right now... oh well... things'll get better. always do ^^

much love!
God bless!
~Shelly~

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