I know i've been doing a lot of journals recently, but this one actually has a point besides me just ranting about stuff.

I just did a collab with ~IIIXII! I had tons of fun doing it. He is awesome and I am so glad I got to work with him! here's a link to both my upload and his: mine ~ [link] his ~ [link]

well, there ya go. that's why I was updating my journal. Collabing is fun! if anyone else wants to try to do a collab with me just note me! woohoo! :woot:

Yeah, so... what can i talk about.... I haven't really had the best past few days. It's interesting cause at the beginning of the week i was having an awesome time! everything was going great... then thursday evening, everything crashed... It's weird because I had some good stuff happen to me, but the bad stuff annoyed me so much that it pretty much took over...

but...

I'm fine now! I've been having a great day! I think stuff started looking up for me after my nap this afternoon... my shower helped too. Then I just chilled out and played the sims 3 until my computer froze which it does sometimes with that game. I just got off the phone with my cousin who sounds oddly like one of my friends i've been talking to lately. it's kind of creepy... my cousins flew in from Cali like yesterday or something. they are going to visit with us tomorrow and tuesday. I'm excited because I haven't seen them in 9 years. I'm mainly excited to see Michael. he's the one that i got to know when he was up here last time. that was a long time ago... he's... a heck of a lot bigger now i'm sure haha. apparently his sister, who's like... ten... wants to meet me haha. she was a baby when they came up last time.

gosh, my mom is in cleaning in my bathroom right now (which is connected to my room.) she doesn't stop talking... gah -.- she's complaining about how my sink top is so messy... to her maybe... she's like, "I want it neat." and i'm like... umm... it's not your bathroom... you don't come in here. gosh, she annoys me. she's one of the things that put me in such a bad mood in the past few days. she doesn't stop talking. she thinks i'm four. she thinks she has to do stuff for me. she thinks i'm not responsible... whatever. when she "cleans" my sink i'll just go put stuff back the way it should be. blah blah dang, she won't shut up... how does that woman think of so much stupid stuff to say? she can complain about me and my stuff all she wants but that's not going to change anything.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shut up!!!!!! wow, i'm sorry.... see, this is why i get so annoyed -.- of course, the first day i feel great, she has to come and be....her... geesh...

okay, imma try to ignore that... um... what else to talk about...

uhhhhhhhh.... lalalalalala *tries to ignore mother* blah blah *turns up music* *turns on "How to Save a Life" cause she hates that song* *waits to see how long until she notices*.................................................................*is surprised she hasn't said anything yet* .............................................*wonders why she's talking about if my cousin talked to me or not* .....................................................*okay, i need something to talk about* ...........*i want ice cream but i know if i get ice cream my mom will ask why i haven't eaten the cake she made today*........................ *song is almost over and she hasn't said a thing*..........*I'm impressed at her ignorance*......... *I think she has selective hearing*......... *my brother does, so i wouldn't doubt she would too*.......... *now she's complaining again and calling my stuff junk*..... *wow, songs over and not a word* *turns on skillet and evanescence*

I like condensed milk. That stuff if is good. It is so rich and creamy and sweet.... delicious! i want some now! i'd like to have some homemade ice cream too. i love that stuff. it looks like mashed potatoes when it comes out but freezes your mouth off. then if you put it in the freezer, you have to use an ice pick to get it out haha. it's awesome!

well, i'm done now. Peace out!

God bless!

~Shelly~