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The World Hates Me

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 8:25 PM
'Nough said.... if you really wanna know why, keep reading for an account of the worst day i've had in a really really long time...

A lot of things seem to be going wrong or badly for me since i moved onto campus last night, but today took the cake.

I woke up about 12 and got ready to go down to registration. Doing it twice b4, i felt it was old hat and that i wouldn't have a problem. I was dead wrong. it started out with me getting my schedule. I didn't have much of a chance to look at it, but from what i saw, one of my classes was changed to Tuesday and Thursday. You'd think that wouldn't be a problem, but originally, i had made my schedule so i'd have a free day on Thursday to do homework and sleep in. So much for that...

I went to the next table. I find out that apparently I owned $27.26 for tuition and stuff. That wasn't supposed to have happened. I guess one of my loans of scholarships was reduced or something. So i went to the next table and ended up having to write a check for it, but i felt like an idiot cause it was the first real check i'd ever written so i was all like... "uh... do i sign here?" gosh, i'm a fool...

Originally i was going to go to the bookstore and pick up my books, but i needed a schedule to do that and the office ladies took both of mine. they told me i could go print it off of this website from my computer. So i was like, okay, i'll go do that then.

Now, mind you, my room is on the fourth floor, and i use the stairs. the elevator just scares me cause it's really old haha. Plus the stairs are quicker. This was trip one today.

So i get to my room and boot up my computer. I go to the website and try to log on. "your account does not exist." um... okay... so i tried about three different things, asked several different ppl (who, btw, were able to access their accounts easily.) Nothing worked. So i'm thinking, "crap, what do i do now? Oh, i know, i bet the IT ppl will know."

So I make my way back down the stairs... The tech ppl are in the basement of the place i went for registration, so i headed over there. i came in and told them i couldn't log in, so they told me to use their computer and try it. so i did... it worked perfectly. well, again, i felt like an idiot. They told me to go get my computer so they could see what's going on.

So i go back up the stairs completing trip two today. I get to my room and pack up my comp then head back down to the IT techs.

I boot up again and wait for the little network access thing to pop up so i could log it. when i shut down my computer, it always logs me out... except this time. so again, i felt like an idiot when the guy was like, uh, you're already logged in (this being after staring at the screen for like ten minutes.)

Anyway, he figures out what's wrong relatively quickly. Apparently this code that i had to put in for a DNS server I have to use for my home makes stuff not work on the college network. So he took that off meaning that every time i go back and forth from school i have to add and remove the key numbers.

I thank the tech people and head back up to my room so i could print out my schedule. That completes trip three of the day.

I print out my schedule and see another unfortunate thing. i actually have two classes on thursday now. one of my other classes, the 8 'o clock one, decided to move to thursday as well. just great.

anyway, i picked up my money and started to make my way down to the bookstore. On the way, i actually got to see a friend of mine. We actually don't really know each other very well, but i thought it was cute 'cause he was about to walk away, but he saw me coming and stopped and pretended to mess with his phone. then when i got right behind him he turned around and was like, "Oh! Hi!" haha cute. I talked with him for a minute then went to get my books.

So i get to the store and the first book i look for is out. they said they'd get some maybe tomorrow, so i have to come back and check. Then i go look for my calculus book. I had actually saved my book from last year and was going to use it this year to save some money, but lo and behold, they changed books. so i had to get a new one.

While I was waiting in line to pay (which took forever but believe it or not was the least hectic part of my day...) my mom called me and said that she was relatively near me and wanted to know if i wanted her to pick me up and bring me home until jujitsu tonight. I thought about it for a minute and realize there was real food at home, so i agreed. she said she'd be there in about twenty minutes or so.

I walked out after buying my books and another friend of mine had actually been waiting on me cause he just wanted to chat and catch up. eventually i invited him up to my room to hang until my mom got there.

So i headed back up to my room to make trip four of the day. It wasn't but two minutes after I got there that my mom called and said she was in the parking lot. So i was like, dang... so much for hanging out. At least i got to see him.

I grab my martial arts stuff and what dirty clothes i had and made my way back down three flights of stairs (now mind you, it doesn't sound like a lot, but after going up and down them about four times, you get a little sick of them.)

Well, i say bye to my friend and head home with my mom. of course, it's not very peaceful... she doesn't really stop talking... ever. Being home was okay. I wasn't there for long. about an hour and a half. but it was enough time to watch some tv (which i don't have in my dorm room yet) and make myself some spaghetti. Then we head out.

So i pull into the parking lot hoping that a certain person isn't there who gets on my last nerve... (not meaningful, of course, i just getting annoyed by somethings sometimes.....) well, i won't go into details, but let's just say that everything i did, i stunk at. I couldn't remember a lot of things. I just wasn't on my game tonight. A dear friend wrote a poem for me though which i loved... Thank you again... :aww:

Once class was over my parents and i headed out, but they wanted to make it a little easier on me so they got me a smoothie from Sonic which i really enjoyed. they kept talking about how the day was over and i didn't have to worry about anything. I wasn't so sure though... I was right.

So i get back to my dorm, making trip number five of the night. I get my stuff all ready to take a shower and go to open the door to the bathroom. My suitemates had forgotten to unlock my side of the door... again...

At this point i'm like.... oh my gosh... what did i do to deserve this?! seriously! i didn't know whether i was angry or upset or both... i just about lost it and cried my heart out, but i stopped myself and tried to think. there's nothing that could open my door. i went to my RA and asked if he knew how. he said the only way to do it was to ask my suitemates for permission to enter their room and go through there. the problem? neither of my suitemates were in their room and neither of them were answering their phones. So i was at a loss...

I just had to wait... I called my dad and told them they were wrong about the day being over then i started talking to one of my friends and was about to call him when by chance i heard something in the hall. so went to go check it out and just on the off shoot they might have come in without me knowing, i went to check their door. well, good timing. one was putting her key in the door as soon as i walked out.

So i complained and she was like, oh, sorry. and opened it for me. so i got to finally take my shower. of course, that didn't make me feel any better because our shower is small and dark. yeah.... annoying.

Regardless, i finished showering and went to get online to get some angst out. Guess what?! while i was typing this, the internet died! Welcome back to college!

Gosh... yeah, that was my day. Tomorrow is the first day of classes, but a friend is coming over to be my shoulder. can't wait for that -.-

*sighs*

I need sleep.... love you guys...

God bless!
:heart:
~Shelly~

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  • Listening to: the AC

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:iconehved-eloah:
I love you too and it will be better soon . Without bad we cannot know good. Without suffering we cannot be blessed. and without breaking eggs... we cannot have yummy cake.
:iconjesusroxgirl:
hahahaha xD you're the best!

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ohmygosh.
my first day wasn't nearly that bad. :o
Awww, Shelly. You had it really rough.
Things will get better, they always do, eventually. :aww:
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We love yoou. :heart:

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:iconjesusroxgirl:
thnx so much :aww: haha i find it funny that technically it wasn't even my first day xD makes me scare about what tomorrow will be like haha
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Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path's straight. ~Proverbs 3:5-6
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:iconjesusroxgirl:
nah, you :hug:

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Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path's straight. ~Proverbs 3:5-6
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:iconboardbreaker93:
Holy...crap...I am so sorry that all that crap would happen to you. :( Things always start off bad though, hopefully the rest of the year gets better and better! ;)

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Remember Job's story. He went through suffering and, because of his faith in God, he came out with twice as much as he had before. It's times of suffering that can actually help edify our faith in God. We may have questions, but God has the answers. :D

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it's meant to be humorous, not a moment of jackass-ery
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