Hey everyone! It's been a while since I updated, so I thought i'd catch up on things.
First, a few things that are on my mind... Tomorrow I move back into the dorm. I'm kind of ify on whether i should spend the night or not. technically i don't have to be on campus until tuesday afternoon. the only reason i'm kinda scared to stay the night is because i just checked my email and the dean of students had sent out an email about two days ago that said a stomach virus i going around campus. I have a phobia of throwing up, so.... yeah.... my suitemate is on an immunity suppressant and hasn't gotten it yet, so hopefully it's either not that bad or has already dissipated. I am really considering just staying at the dorm because staying home would only get me food lol
I'm not sure whether I want the semester to start or not cause I'm kind of missing the old swing of things, but then again, it's school... I'm not sure whether this semester will be easier or harder... if it's easier, it won't be by much.
I have kind of lost my writing spirit lately. Over the break I had planned to do a lot, but stuff kept coming up and it kept breaking whatever writing spirit i had. I hope that this semester i can get it back. I have words that i want to write, but nothing seems to work for me. Maybe when i get back into the semester with all of the science and stuff, i'll want to take a break by writing some. I don't have an english class this semester (Cell Bio, Organic II, Physics 202, and intro to music), so maybe that will give me a little break from reading and writing. I hope hope hope and pray that bio will be easy for me. I don't see myself having a problem, but only time will tell
I've just been having a tough time lately with life in general. Ppl seem to be targeting me for crap. My parents think they have lost me.... or at least they did... don't know what's up with that now. I haven't changed, so i really don't know why they thought that. They also think that my friends are too old for me. The ones that i mainly hang out with are around 30. That's generally because the ones that are my age don't invite me to hang out much, if at all. My older friends just seem to be my better friends cause they at least listen to me and try to understand me. But yeah.... that's my life haha
love you guys!
God bless!
~Shelly~